The dark half of the year is always hard for me. I am pretty sure I get seasonal depression and I've been feeling funky for the last month or so. It's been pretty deeply ingrained in me (and I'm sure this is also true for many others) to hide this dark side and pretend every is a little better than it actually is. I'm feeling called to share my truth though. I'm feeling called to be vulnerable and let people see me. I got fired for the first time ever this year in October. While I'm better off mentally because I'm not feeling so bullied anymore, I traded that sense of financial security in for that. I'm a little scared, but I'm trying to focus on what is more valuable to me. I have the best group of friends anyone could ask for. They matter to me. I get scared I bug them too much, but they are always there to lift me up when I feel like I've fallen down. I am not a perfect little "love and light" tarot reader. Life ...